Soul of my Soul (1st in The Proditione Trilogy)
Ferocious affections carry me through lands of disarray
these feelings now lead my heart astray
This soul-deep feeling tries my control
but staying true to myself, that is my goal
The psychological part of this
somehow is my body's bliss
He knows exactly what I want
his touch, he has started to flaunt
Running my hands through his soft fluffy hair
feels so natural, it leaves my heart bare
The physical side, that is the part that scares me
because his touch, his look, his heat is all I see
And with the tension rising
It's myself I'm surprising
Always the good and faithful one
but being bad is oh so much fun
Around him, my nerves go wild
It's so easy for him to get me riled
Every brush, every touch is like a burning ember
thrusting against me is his burning hot member
When he is inside me, I feel whole
a connection deep down in my soul
My heart melts every time I stare into those eyes of light
the love I have for him, I can no longer fight
My mind knows this is wrong
this body tries to stay strong
But my heart is the one who betrays
and I hope, for him, I'm not just a phase
So much tension, so much fire it tries, even, his control
so one dark night, with tears in my eyes, it's me he does console
He asked," Do you want me to stop?"
I never wanted him to stop but how I wish I were on top
This is more than lust, there is a raw need for him
my body and soul ache to please his every whim
I get butterflies when he captures my eyes
looking at me with love, telling no beautiful lies
Those big, gorgeous brown eyes
that never have goodbyes
We are exactly the same
my body is his to tame
A part of my heart, he will always hold
and now no part of me could be cold
He warms me like no one ever could
but that doesn't mean he should
I know this is not the way
yet, I cannot wish him away
Cause now that he is here
losing him is my biggest fear
Losing him would be like losing me
the real me or the me I want to be
All I want is to make him smile
just to see that, I would go the extra mile
Giving myself to him
into a sea of uncertainty, I swim
This might have started out as fun
but now he is my stars and sun
Soul of my Soul, blood of my blood
and now no matter where the rivers flood
My heart and body belong to you, soulmate
bound together, now and forever, we share the same fate...
This poem is the first of three poems that ends with What hurts the most. I am doing them way out of sequence so be patient with me. Hope you all like this poem, I definitely loved writing it.
He knows exactly what I want
his touch, he has started to flaunt
Running my hands through his soft fluffy hair
feels so natural, it leaves my heart bare
The physical side, that is the part that scares me
because his touch, his look, his heat is all I see
And with the tension rising
It's myself I'm surprising
Always the good and faithful one
but being bad is oh so much fun
Around him, my nerves go wild
It's so easy for him to get me riled
Every brush, every touch is like a burning ember
thrusting against me is his burning hot member
When he is inside me, I feel whole
a connection deep down in my soul
My heart melts every time I stare into those eyes of light
the love I have for him, I can no longer fight
My mind knows this is wrong
this body tries to stay strong
But my heart is the one who betrays
and I hope, for him, I'm not just a phase
So much tension, so much fire it tries, even, his control
so one dark night, with tears in my eyes, it's me he does console
He asked," Do you want me to stop?"
I never wanted him to stop but how I wish I were on top
This is more than lust, there is a raw need for him
my body and soul ache to please his every whim
I get butterflies when he captures my eyes
looking at me with love, telling no beautiful lies
Those big, gorgeous brown eyes
that never have goodbyes
We are exactly the same
my body is his to tame
A part of my heart, he will always hold
and now no part of me could be cold
He warms me like no one ever could
but that doesn't mean he should
I know this is not the way
yet, I cannot wish him away
Cause now that he is here
losing him is my biggest fear
Losing him would be like losing me
the real me or the me I want to be
All I want is to make him smile
just to see that, I would go the extra mile
Giving myself to him
into a sea of uncertainty, I swim
This might have started out as fun
but now he is my stars and sun
Soul of my Soul, blood of my blood
and now no matter where the rivers flood
My heart and body belong to you, soulmate
bound together, now and forever, we share the same fate...
This poem is the first of three poems that ends with What hurts the most. I am doing them way out of sequence so be patient with me. Hope you all like this poem, I definitely loved writing it.
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